I find myself staring at a blank screen. Ten minutes later, it's still blank. And ten minutes after that, still blank. It's not because I...

On December 6th I started to feel some different things happening with my left implant. I was sore, it was less hard in some areas and it...

I never paid attention to anniversaries until I had cancer. My husband and I can never remember if we got married in 2004 or 2005, and we...

I have never been much for gratitude. Yes, there are things I am grateful for, my current health being one of them, but the practice of...

I would be lying if I said I was not a bit annoyed at watching friends and family travel to fun places, like a normal time, not during a...

Sometimes I just need comfort for no particular reason. I would love to say that this weekend I needed comfort for no particular reason,...

I woke up yesterday at 4am for no reason. It wasn't too hot. It wasn't too cold. No child needed blankets put back on or an extra...

Today and the past couple of days I have been reliving the trauma of my journey. I have a friend – we have become closer in the past few...

I do not hate them for what they are, but I hate them for what DCIS put me through, even though I realize I was damn lucky in a diagnosis...

March 2019 was a month I could try to forget, but cannot. Just two months ago, I "celebrated" the anniversary of being diagnosed with...

It has been a long few weeks at the homestead, which includes barely more than four walls, but we rarely leave the driveway, due to the...

I decided to celebrate. My husband reserved a huge suite at a local hotel, and I invited nine friends to do a paint and sip with some...

It happened sooner than I thought. I always knew that I would have to think about it but I thought I could catch a break for a little...

Depression. It makes almost no sense that I would be depressed. Almost none. But I sit here and I am gloomy - and not the kind of gloomy...

.......in your armpit. It's a thing. I have one. Because I am following the directions of my doctors and not lifting my arm at all. So of...

’m in a bad mood. Not only that, I’m hating Christmas and everything it stands for. I’m not feeling very giving. I’m not enjoying my...

It has been the normal schedule of recovery- walking slowly, drinking water, taking meds on time. Emails saying MyChart has a new...

Actually I slept well for like 2 hours and then I was wide awake in the middle of the night so I watched two hallmark movies then I slept...

So last friday, I got three phone calls. They were all phonecalls trying to schedule a radiation consult with me. The first call, I...

I have been apologizing. A few weeks ago, I apologized to a friend who owns a local painting business because I don't know if I am going...